I remember my first love. I will never forget the first time I fell in love. It was truly beautiful and I told myself that I wanted to experience the beauty I experienced the first time all over again. I fell in love when I was about 12 years old, but it was platonic. You see, in theory, not many people fall in love at age 12. I think most people would agree that platonic love is beautiful and healthy. Only men learn to love. And he also learns what to do when he might be unhappy.
But if I were to talk about true love, strong love and passion, I would say I was 21. Yes, I fell in love really intensely for the first time when I turned 21. Unfortunately, that love didn\’t last forever, it didn\’t last long. It only lasted six months or maybe a few weeks longer. Because that person, who said he loved me very much, found another partner. Let me tell you, I hated it so much that I almost had a nervous breakdown. Then I started to believe in love! But for the first time I was really crazy in love, and the boy was about three years older than me, and I knew that this was a beautiful feeling and that this love was definitely going to last.
After all, I had never experienced anything so beautiful and so tender. It was truly perfect, I didn\’t know who I was, I was just in love. I understood what love was. For me, love was something completely different, another dimension, a completely different universe. Before, when I didn\’t know my partner and didn\’t know love, love was almost like a Spanish village to me. I had no idea what everyone had in common. When someone falls in love, people say it\’s beautiful, and some people in love give up their family and friends, for example. It was the same in my case. When my friend found a partner she then dumped me, she was in love and didn\’t look around.